lucifer74

Something is missing.
It's like the matrix is around you.
You know something is wrong, but you can't tell what is wrong.
I mean life is short, and I am here studying for what? higher intellect? a dipolma for my future job?
I just don't know. It's like walking in the tunnel without any light.
You might sufficat inside, never find a way out.
Well, you can't know until the moment you take the last breath.
I just don't like this feeling.
What's missing is a goal, a reason to strive for, a solid proof that convince me keep on going.
I am like a zombie and do things with my instinct that I've learned and adapted through time.

So, I start having beer on weekend night.
The feeling of light dizziness is addicting?
It helps you to neglect your troubles for a while.
SIGH....................
Just too many stuff in my head, and I need a way out, or it's them that need a way out...