lucifer74

Today, I met one of the research assistant of the neuro lab where I was treated with TMS.
We talked a lot like we were friends, and she gave me advice with the experience of her own and her husband.
I guess I am very lucky to meet people like her and many others who give me a great deal of advice.
With all these information, I should be having a conclusion or some movement by now, but I’m still circling around, disoriented.

It reminds me of the episode of MIMYM which Ted was unemployed and he decided to start his own firm.
It really took him a long, long time to take the first step and make the first call.
However, he managed to step out even though he failed, but at least, he tried.
Eventually, he knew it was not the best path for him for the current.
What I am trying to say is, I feel so like him but fail to step out, to explore, to adventure, to at least, try…Damn IT!!!